can't get on on it right now. it's down for some stupid schedule maintenance. hello? don't they know I need to get tonight's binge off of my chest? I was feeling pretty good, even tried on some XS and S stuff at Bebe. Shoulda stopped at the two that fit, because the 3 things that wouldn't zip or showed fat made me ill. I ate 200 more then I wanted in just stupid little snacks, bites here and there. I couldn't decide if I should just eat 200 MORE so I would have a big day. I'm so confused with this calorie cycling thing and my metabolism. hopefully my metabolism isn't totally screwed yet and having two days only a hundred calories off won't harm me. tomorrow needs to be uber low or uber high. going to try my hardest and make it low. thinking jello, cucumber, zucchini, blueberries. raspberries, egg white and a laughing cow. and maybe a miso soup thrown in there for good measure. that's about 3 or 400 I think.
the stuff I ate was so stupid too. grrrrrrr. well tomorrow is another day and under a 1000 is still really good in the "real" world....g'night
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